The tale of a shy, introverted blogger

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The story is simple.

A  shy girl with big ideas!

She lives her life tipping the far edge of the introverted scale.

She believes most of her life

Something is wrong, seriously wrong with her

She tries all the tricks in the book

to be jovial, positive and well liked.

But can’t see that she already is.

Because she blames her weight

She blames society

She blames her upbringing

She blames HERSELF

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She believes in her heart

this is who she should be

That is who she sees

The blond that everyone loves

But her true nature is this girl

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Perfectly happy with a good book

and a better laugh

then she discovers

She has turned a corner

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Her health and living life to the fullest

is important

More important than the scale or her appearance

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She has been spinning her wheels

trying to change

who she thinks is not enough

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Her focus has been trying to change

out of being  a social introvert

instead of honoring the

creative shy writer

and

introverted stimuli that feeds her

Thank you Susan Cain

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and C. Hope Clark

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You put words to the voice I’ve always heard

but never believed!

Time to walk a different path!

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Fear & Loathing in Diet&Exercise

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Ego Depletion: Willpower Burnout

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Unconscious Body

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The Softer Side of Strength

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How do you define Strength?  Now, how do you describe Exercise?   What are the feelings that each of those stir within you? Write those down and set them aside for a minute or two. I did this questioning a while back and it set me on a path that seemingly flipped my world upside […]

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Subtle Changes

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   What weighed on my mind during my hiatus was, Where do I go from here?  I discovered my love of writing through the comfort zone of  decorative journals when I started writing morning pages 20 plus years ago.    Eventually, that evolved into blog writing and the pursuit of my art with words.   […]

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Live Life Brilliantly – Madison – Reed

New Me

Have you ever had a bad hair day? How did it make you feel? Did it ruin your entire day? For me, it is worse than the feeling of stepping on the scale and seeing the needle move in the wrong direction! Not any more~ Just like my tagline – It’s the Attitude, Not the […]

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Letting Go of Disappointment

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Disappointment seems to be the hardest thing for me to let go of.   In fact, it is the hardest “feeling” for me to feel and, in the past, I have done some of my greatest mind tricks to avoid feeling it at all cost.   It is this feeling that has driven many behaviors […]

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Willing to Confront the Void

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Art~ It moves you!  It stirs emotions, long held, that you may not acknowledge what they are. The piece on the left is “Freedom” by Zenos Frudakis and lives at 16th & Vine in Philadelphia.  It is a bronze sculpture that stands 8 feet tall and 20 feet long.   One day, I will go […]

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